just when i thought everything was gonna get better.

I get this text saying "no, she's just a friend."

When he said that, my heart just literally fell.

And it kept falling 'til it couldn't fall anymore.

& that's when my world just came crashing down.

He was my world.

"Change- to make the for, nature, content, future course, etc., of  (something) different from what it is of what it would be if left alone: to change one's name; to change one's opinion; to change the course of history."

Boy, don't I wish I could change how you felt about me.

I'd wish I could change how everything happened.

The way you played me.

Telling me bullshit things.

Maybe the things you said wasn't bullshit.

But there's one thing I really need to know.

Do you talk to all your friends the way you still talk to me?

Because if I'm just a friend to you..

I"d appreciate it if you talked to me as a friend.

Nothing more or nothing less.

I can accept the fact that you don't feel the same way about me.

I just have to learn to live with it.

I can't change how you feel.

Nor can I change how you made me fall for you so damn fast.

But no matter what you did or will do,

I want you in my life.

Even if it means just being your friend.

Because being your friend is better than just being what we were...strangers

You've been a really good friend.

I just wish you could talk to me like I was your friend.

Because the way you talk to me, might be a little to friendly.

But in a way, I like it.

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